PART 8: THE ROOM HE HAD ALREADY EMPTIED
\n\u201cHas anything been approved?\u201d I asked.
\nThe woman on the telephone paused.
\n\u201cNo. Your direct participation and further verification would have been required.\u201d
\nI shut my eyes.
\nFor a moment, relief weakened my knees.
\n\u201cThen please record this clearly. I did not authorize the inquiry. I did not agree to use my home for a loan.\u201d
\n\u201cI understand.\u201d
\n\u201cAnd I want copies of anything submitted in my name.\u201d
\nShe explained how I could request the file, then gave me a reference number.
\nHannah wrote it down while Lily stirred against her shoulder.
\nBy the time I ended the call, the little notebook between us had become crowded with dates, names, and things my brother had done without asking.
\nI stared at the page.
\nMy house.
\nThe place where my son measured his height against the kitchen doorway.
\nThe place where I had brought Lily and Hannah because they needed somewhere to feel safe.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Lucas had looked at it and seen something else he could use.
\n\u201cNothing went through,\u201d Hannah said gently.
\n\u201cI know.\u201d
\nBut I was watching the front door.
\nThere had been a time when Lucas let himself in carrying groceries.
\nSometimes he came over just to see my son.
\nSometimes I heard his key in the lock and felt relieved before I even saw him.
\nI stood.
\n\u201cHe still has a key.\u201d
\nHannah\u2019s expression changed.
\n\u201cDoes he?\u201d
\nI nodded.
\n\u201cHe\u2019s had one for years.\u201d
\nThat afternoon, Dad came over and stayed while the locks were changed.
\nNobody made a speech about it.
\nThe locksmith worked.
\nDad kept my son occupied in the backyard.
\nHannah sat with Lily while I put the new keys in a kitchen drawer.
\nSuch small pieces of metal.
\nI had not expected them to feel so heavy.
\nBefore dinner, I called Mara.
\nShe asked me to send the broker\u2019s details and the emails Hannah had found.
\nThen she said, \u201cWe need a complete account of every permission you gave him and every document he could access.\u201d
\nI looked toward the cupboard where I kept the folder from the surrogacy arrangements.
\n\u201cI don\u2019t know if I can remember everything.\u201d
\n\u201cStart at the beginning. We\u2019ll work through it.\u201d
\nFor the first time, I understood that uncovering what Lucas had done would not happen through one confession.
\nHe had scattered pieces of it across our lives.
\nWe would have to gather them.
\nOne appointment at a time.
\nOne account at a time.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
One person finally speaking directly to another.
\nHannah sat beside me after the children were asleep.
\nWe worked until our tea went cold.
\nAround eleven, she stopped turning pages.
\n\u201cI have to go back to the house.\u201d
\nI looked up.
\n\u201cWhy?\u201d
\n\u201cMy documents. Some clothes. Lily\u2019s things.\u201d
\n\u201cDad can get them.\u201d
\n\u201cHe already brought what Lucas put by the door.\u201d
\nShe touched the corner of a photograph tucked into the folder.
\nIt showed her standing in the green nursery, one hand on the empty crib.
\n\u201cI want to choose what comes with us.\u201d
\nI nodded.
\n\u201cThen we\u2019ll arrange it.\u201d
\nThrough their attorneys, they agreed on a Saturday morning for Hannah to collect her belongings.
\nLucas would be elsewhere.
\nDad would drive.
\nI would go with her.
\nMom would stay at my house with the children.
\nWhen Saturday came, Hannah changed her clothes three times.
\nFinally, she stood in the hallway holding the plain blue cardigan she had worn home from the hospital.
\n\u201cDoes this make me look like I\u2019m trying to prove something?\u201d
\n\u201cIt makes you look like you own a cardigan.\u201d
\nShe laughed.
\nIt surprised both of us.
\nThen she folded it over her arm.
\n\u201cI don\u2019t want to fall apart in there.\u201d
\n\u201cYou might,\u201d I said. \u201cWe\u2019ll still get your things.\u201d
\nShe nodded.
\nOn the drive over, she watched familiar streets pass without speaking.
\nLucas\u2019s car was gone when we arrived.
\nThe house looked ordinary.
\nThat was the cruel thing about it.
\nSame flowerpot.
\nSame crooked porch light.
\nNothing outside explained why Hannah had to take a deep breath before opening the door.
\nDad stayed near the entrance while we went upstairs.
\nHannah paused outside the nursery.
\nHer hand rested on the doorknob.
\n\u201cI used to come in here when I couldn\u2019t sleep,\u201d she whispered.
\nThen she opened it.
\nThe crib was gone.
\nSo was the rocking chair.
\nThe shelf that had held the little books was bare.
\nFor several seconds, Hannah did not move.
\nThe walls were still green.
\nPale rectangles marked the places where decorations had hung.
\nA few loose screws lay on the windowsill.
\n\u201cNo,\u201d she said.
\nIt wasn\u2019t loud.
\nI almost wished it had been.
\nShe crossed the room and opened the closet.
\nEmpty hangers swung against one another.
\nOne tiny sock lay on the floor.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hannah picked it up.
\nI stood in the doorway, unable to think of a single thing worth saying.
\nDad came upstairs when he heard us stop moving.
\nHe looked inside.
\nThen he took out his phone.
\nHe called Lucas.
\n\u201cWhere are the nursery things?\u201d
\nI couldn\u2019t hear my brother\u2019s reply.
\nDad\u2019s jaw tightened.
\n\u201cNo. I\u2019m standing in the room.\u201d
\nAnother pause.
\n\u201cWhere did you put them?\u201d
\nHannah turned toward him.
\n\u201cSpeaker,\u201d she said.
\nDad pressed the button.
\nLucas\u2019s voice filled the empty nursery.
\n\u201cI thought it would be better if we didn\u2019t keep looking at it.\u201d
\nHannah held the little sock in her fist.
\n\u201cLooking at what?\u201d
\n\u201cThe room.\u201d
\n\u201cIt was Lily\u2019s room.\u201d
\n\u201cShe isn\u2019t living here.\u201d
\nThe sentence hung in the air.
\nI watched Hannah straighten.
\n\u201cWhere are her things?\u201d
\n\u201cI sold some of them.\u201d
\nDad closed his eyes.
\n\u201cYou sold the crib?\u201d
\n\u201cIt was new. Somebody could use it.\u201d
\n\u201cYour daughter could use it,\u201d Hannah said.
\n\u201cYou already have one at my sister\u2019s.\u201d
\nShe looked at me.
\nThe borrowed crib in our spare room.
\nThe one a neighbor had brought over when she heard we needed help.
\nLucas knew about it because Mom had mentioned it before we understood how carefully we needed to guard even ordinary details.
\nHannah turned back toward the phone.
\n\u201cWhen?\u201d
\n\u201cWhat?\u201d
\n\u201cWhen did you sell them?\u201d
\nHe hesitated.
\n\u201cLast week.\u201d
\n\u201cBefore or after I asked to come collect her things?\u201d
\n\u201cHannah\u2014\u201d
\n\u201cBefore or after?\u201d
\n\u201cAfter. But I didn\u2019t think you meant furniture.\u201d
\nDad\u2019s hand tightened around the phone.
\nI expected Hannah to shout.
\nInstead, she looked around the room one more time.
\nThen she said, \u201cSend the information about what you sold to my attorney.\u201d
\n\u201cYou\u2019re going to involve him over a chair?\u201d
\n\u201cNo,\u201d she said. \u201cOver belongings we need to account for.\u201d
\nShe reached toward Dad.
\n\u201cPlease end the call.\u201d
\nHe did.
\nHannah stood very still.
\nThen she knelt and checked the floor beneath the windowsill.
\n\u201cWhat are you looking for?\u201d I asked.
\n\u201cThere was a little box of photographs.\u201d
\nWe searched the room.
\nThe closet shelf.
\nThe empty drawer unit.
\nThe top of the wardrobe in the hallway.
\nNothing.
\nFinally, Dad found a cardboard box in the garage.
\nIt sat beside a bag of packing material, underneath an old folding table.
\nInside were the things Lucas had apparently decided were not worth selling.
\nThe ultrasound photographs.
\nCards from the baby shower.
\nA handwritten list of names.
\nHannah sat on the garage step and lifted out a little cloth book.
\nIts cover had a stitched yellow duck.
\n\u201cMy mother made this,\u201d she whispered.
\nShe held it against her chest.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
I crouched beside her.
\n\u201cDo you want a minute?\u201d
\nShe nodded.
\nDad and I stepped back.
\nWe gave her the only thing anyone could give her then.
\nEnough space to grieve what the room had meant.
\nUpstairs, we packed her clothes and personal belongings.
\nHannah checked each drawer herself.
\nIn the bedside cabinet, she found the notebook she had used during treatment.
\nShe opened it.
\nLists of dates.
\nQuestions for doctors.
\nLittle stars beside days when she had allowed herself to hope.
\nNear the back, an envelope had been tucked between two pages.
\nHannah pulled it out.
\nHer name was on the front in Lucas\u2019s handwriting.
\nShe stared at it.
\n\u201cI haven\u2019t seen this.\u201d
\nThe flap was unsealed.
\nInside was a single sheet.
\nShe read the first few lines.
\nThen she sat on the edge of the bed.
\nI remained beside the wardrobe.
\n\u201cDo you want me to leave?\u201d
\n\u201cNo.\u201d
\nShe passed me the letter.
\nHannah,
\nIf you\u2019re reading this, then I haven\u2019t found a way to say any of this properly.
\nI stopped.
\nThe date at the top was six weeks before Lily\u2019s birth.
\nI kept reading.
\nI don\u2019t think having a baby is going to fix what has happened between us. I know you still believe we can get back to how we were. I don\u2019t know if I believe that anymore.
\nBelow that, several lines had been crossed out so heavily I couldn\u2019t read them.
\nThe final paragraph was clear.
\nI\u2019ve looked at an apartment. I haven\u2019t signed anything. I keep waiting for a moment when leaving won\u2019t make me the worst person in the room.
\nI looked at Hannah.
\nHer face was pale.
\n\u201cHe was planning to leave before she was born.\u201d
\nI glanced back at the date.
\nBefore the uncertain scan.
\nBefore the canceled follow-up.
\nBefore Lily had become the reason he gave for everything he couldn\u2019t handle.
\nHannah took the letter and read it again.
\n\u201cI asked him,\u201d she said.
\n\u201cWhat?\u201d
\n\u201cBefore the transfer. I asked if we were all right.\u201d
\nShe looked toward the open bedroom door.
\n\u201cHe said we would be once we had something happy to focus on.\u201d
\nI sat beside her.
\nFor a long time, she said nothing.
\nThen she folded the letter carefully and placed it in her bag.
\nWe finished packing.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Downstairs, Dad carried the final box to the car while Hannah stood in the kitchen.
\nThere was a small mark on the counter where she had once set down a hot pan.
\nShe touched it with her thumb.
\nThen she took her house key off the ring.
\nShe placed it beside the sink.
\nOutside, Lucas\u2019s car turned into the driveway.
\nDad stopped beside the open trunk.
\nThe agreed time wasn\u2019t over.
\nLucas got out and looked at the boxes.
\n\u201cI thought you\u2019d be finished.\u201d
\n\u201cWe\u2019re leaving,\u201d Dad said.
\nBut Lucas was watching Hannah.
\nShe walked down the porch steps with her bag over her shoulder.
\nFor a moment, they stood facing each other.
\n\u201cDid you find everything?\u201d he asked.
\n\u201cNo.\u201d
\nHe glanced toward the house.
\n\u201cIf you tell me what\u2019s missing\u2014\u201d
\n\u201cI found your letter.\u201d
\nHis expression changed so quickly I felt it in my stomach.
\n\u201cWhat letter?\u201d
\n\u201cThe one you wrote before Lily was born.\u201d
\nHe looked at me.
\nThen at Dad.
\nHannah stayed in front of him.
\n\u201cWere you already planning to leave?\u201d
\nLucas opened his mouth.
\nClosed it.
\n\u201cHannah, we were having problems.\u201d
\n\u201cWere you planning to leave?\u201d
\n\u201cYes.\u201d
\nThe answer was barely audible.
\nHannah\u2019s hand tightened around the strap of her bag.
\n\u201cThen why did you wait?\u201d
\nHe looked toward the street.
\nA neighbor was watering her garden.
\nSomewhere nearby, a dog barked.
\nEverything outside our small circle continued normally.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u201cI didn\u2019t know how,\u201d he said.
\nHannah nodded once.
\nThen she asked the question none of us had said out loud.
\n\u201cWhen you saw Lily\u2019s back, did you finally think you had a reason people would understand?\u201d
\nLucas flinched.
\n\u201cDon\u2019t say it like that.\u201d
\n\u201cThen tell me how to say it.\u201d
\nHe stepped closer.
\n\u201cI was going to leave you.\u201d
\nHannah went still.
\n\u201cI wasn\u2019t supposed to lose everyone.\u201d
\nThe words were out before he seemed to understand them.
\nDad lowered his eyes.
\nI felt something settle cold and heavy inside me.
\nHannah stared at her husband.
\nThen she reached into her bag, took out the folded letter, and held it between them.
\n\u201cYou wrote that you were waiting for a moment when leaving wouldn\u2019t make you the worst person in the room.\u201d
\nHe said nothing.
\nHer voice shook, but she did not look away.
\n\u201cDid you blame our daughter because you thought no one would blame you?\u201d<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
PART 9: THE DAUGHTER WE CHOSE TO BRING HOME
\nLucas looked at the letter in Hannah\u2019s hand.
\nThen he looked at her.
\nFor once, there was nobody left for him to blame before answering.
\n\u201cI thought people would understand,\u201d he whispered.
\nHannah\u2019s face changed.
\nNot because she was surprised.
\nBecause hearing it took away the last small place where she could hide from the truth.
\n\u201cYou let me think you were afraid of losing her.\u201d
\n\u201cI was afraid.\u201d
\n\u201cOf what?\u201d
\nHis eyes moved toward me.
\nThen Dad.
\nThen the boxes in the car.
\n\u201cOf being trapped.\u201d
\nHannah lowered the letter.
\nBehind her, the front door stood open.
\nFrom the driveway, I could see the bottom of the stairs leading to the empty nursery.
\nShe glanced back once.
\nWhen she faced Lucas again, her voice was steady.
\n\u201cYou could have told me you wanted to leave.\u201d
\n\u201cI tried to write\u2014\u201d
\n\u201cYou wrote a letter and hid it. You told everyone else what I wanted. What your sister agreed to. What our daughter would need. You made decisions for all of us because you didn\u2019t want to say one honest thing about yourself.\u201d
\nHe reached for her hand.
\nShe stepped away.
\n\u201cI\u2019m saying it now.\u201d
\n\u201cYes,\u201d she answered. \u201cYou are.\u201d
\nHe waited.
\nPerhaps he still believed the truth would earn him something simply because he had finally surrendered it.
\nHannah folded the letter.
\nThen she walked past him toward the car.
\n\u201cHannah.\u201d
\nShe stopped with her hand on the door.
\n\u201cI don\u2019t know how to fix this.\u201d
\nFor a moment, she looked so tired that I thought she might sit down on the driveway.
\nBut she stayed standing.
\n\u201cYou start by accepting that fixing yourself won\u2019t mean getting us back.\u201d
\nShe got into the car.
\nDad closed the trunk.
\nI was the last one left beside Lucas.
\nMy brother looked at me, and suddenly I could see every age he had ever been.
\nThe little boy who held my hand on the first day of school.
\nThe teenager who waited outside my first job to walk me home.
\nThe man who promised my son he would always have an uncle to depend on.
\nAll of those people had existed.
\nSo had the man standing in front of me.
\n\u201cAre you leaving too?\u201d he asked.
\nI looked toward the car.
\n\u201cI\u2019m taking Hannah home.\u201d
\nHe glanced back at his house.
\nThe word had landed where I intended.
\nHome was no longer wherever Lucas expected everyone to gather around him.
\nI got into the car.
\nWe drove away.
\nFor the first few minutes, Hannah watched the road.
\nThen she opened her bag and took out the little cloth book her mother had made.
\nShe smoothed the yellow duck with her thumb.
\n\u201cShe\u2019ll like this,\u201d she said.
\n\u201cYes.\u201d
\nHannah nodded.
\nThen she began to cry.
\nDad kept driving.
\nI held her hand all the way home.
\nThere was no dramatic ending that afternoon.
\nNo judge waiting on the porch.
\nNo police car turning into the driveway.
\nThere was my son in the kitchen asking whether we had brought Lily\u2019s books.
\nThere was Mom warming lunch.
\nThere was Lily waking from a nap, opening her mouth in outrage because the world had failed to anticipate her hunger.
\nHannah went straight to her.
\n\u201cHello, sweetheart.\u201d
\nShe lifted her daughter carefully and pressed her lips to her forehead.
\n\u201cI\u2019m here.\u201d
\nThe months that followed were slower than anyone would put in a story if they wanted only the exciting parts.
\nBut they were the months that changed our lives.
\nMara helped me provide a complete account of the documents submitted without my permission.
\nThe clinic completed its review and acknowledged that it had accepted communications and paperwork it should have verified directly with me.
\nIt corrected the record and changed how those requests were handled.
\nThe financing inquiry was closed without a loan.
\nI received confirmation in writing.
\nI put that letter in the folder beside the repayment records.
\nThen I put the folder away.
\nI would keep the evidence.
\nI would not spend every evening looking at it.
\nHannah\u2019s divorce took longer.
\nThere were forms, meetings, and days when one ordinary email could leave her sitting silently at the kitchen table.
\nShe had her own attorney.
\nShe made her own decisions.
\nWhen she was uncertain, we listened instead of deciding for her.
\nThe final arrangements placed Lily in Hannah\u2019s primary care and established Lucas\u2019s financial responsibilities and a structured plan for contact.
\nA judge did not need a speech from me.
\nWhat mattered was the record we had preserved and the people who could describe what they had witnessed.
\nWhen I was asked what I had seen in the hospital, I told the truth.
\nHannah had screamed.
\nThen she had followed her daughter.
\nLucas had spoken calmly at times.
\nThen he had walked away.
\nI refused to let anyone confuse the sound of fear with the absence of love.
\nHannah stayed with us until she was ready to move.
\nNot until someone told her she had overstayed.
\nNot until she felt obliged to prove she could manage without help.
\nUntil she was ready.
\nShe found a small apartment fifteen minutes away, with an entrance that suited Lily\u2019s needs and enough room for the equipment her care team recommended.
\nDad measured the rooms before moving day.
\nMom filled the freezer.
\nMy son packed Lily\u2019s books in a box he labeled IMPORTANT.
\nHannah painted one wall green.
\nWhen I saw it, I stopped in the doorway.
\nShe noticed.
\n\u201cI still like the color,\u201d she said.
\nThen she climbed down from the little stepladder and handed me a brush.
\n\u201cI\u2019m not letting him have that too.\u201d
\nWe finished the wall together.
\nLily\u2019s life did not become a lesson neatly tied with a ribbon.
\nShe had appointments.
\nShe had therapy.
\nThere were questions we learned to ask and answers we learned to live without for a while.
\nSome days were difficult.
\nOn others, the biggest problem in the apartment was that she had discovered how satisfying it was to throw a spoon.
\nHannah sent photographs of both kinds.
\nA waiting room.
\nA crooked smile.
\nA new piece of equipment.
\nA mashed banana spread across almost everything except the baby.
\nWe stopped treating happiness as something we could have only after every uncertainty was resolved.
\nIt arrived in the middle of things.
\nWe learned to notice.
\nLucas began counseling.
\nI know because he told me once, without asking me to praise him.
\nHe made the required payments.
\nHe corrected the false account he had given to the remaining people who had heard it.
\nHe cooperated with requests for records.
\nNone of that erased what he had done.
\nIt did mean he had finally begun doing things that did not require someone else to pay first.
\nHis contact with Lily followed the agreed plan.
\nSome visits went better than others.
\nHannah did not pretend to trust him.
\nShe watched what he did over time.
\nSo did I.
\nOne evening, he sent me a message.
\nI\u2019m beginning to understand that I kept asking whether I could handle her life. I never asked what kind of father she would have to handle.
\nI read it at my kitchen table.
\nThen I put the phone down.
\nFor the first time, he had written something I did not feel compelled to answer immediately.
\nOur relationship became smaller.
\nThere were things I no longer shared.
\nHe did not have a key.
\nHe did not manage anything for me.
\nWhen we spoke, I could love the brother I remembered without handing him the life I had now.
\nLily\u2019s first birthday fell on a bright Saturday.
\nHannah held the party in her apartment.
\nThere were paper flowers taped along the green wall and a cake that leaned slightly to one side because my son had insisted on helping decorate it.
\nMom brought too much food.
\nDad pretended not to cry.
\nLily wore a yellow dress and spent most of the afternoon trying to remove one sock.
\nI watched Hannah settle beside her.
\nA year earlier, I had seen that same woman waiting for permission to follow her own child down a hospital corridor.
\nNow she glanced around the room and said, \u201cBefore cake, I want to give someone something.\u201d
\nShe came toward me carrying a small package.
\n\u201cOh, Hannah.\u201d
\n\u201cOpen it.\u201d
\nInside was a framed photograph.
\nIt was one I had never seen.
\nI was sitting in a hospital wheelchair with my son\u2019s drawing open on my phone.
\nHannah stood beside me, leaning toward Lily.
\nThe picture was slightly crooked.
\nMom had taken it.
\nNobody was looking at the camera.
\nAll of us were looking at the baby.
\nThere was a card tucked behind the frame.
\nI unfolded it.
\nYou carried her until I could hold her.
\nThen you stood beside me while I learned I could.
\nI tried to say something.
\nNothing came out.
\nHannah put her arms around me.
\n\u201cYou don\u2019t have to,\u201d she whispered.
\nBehind us, my son announced that Lily had put her hand in the cake.
\nWe turned.
\nShe had.
\nOne small fist was buried in yellow frosting.
\nHer expression suggested she had made an excellent decision.
\nHannah laughed.
\nI laughed too.
\nAnd for a few seconds, nobody in that room was thinking about documents, signatures, or the man who had tried to make a child responsible for his own unhappiness.
\nWe were just a family watching a baby ruin a cake.
\nLater, after the guests had gone, I helped Hannah clear the table.
\nThe little wooden sign stood on a shelf above Lily\u2019s books.
\nLILY.
\nLucas had made it before everything happened.
\nI glanced at it.
\nHannah followed my gaze.
\n\u201cShe doesn\u2019t have to lose every good thing because of what he did,\u201d she said.
\nI nodded.
\nThen she picked up the last plate and carried it to the sink.
\nThat night, I stayed until Lily was asleep.
\nHannah stood beside her bed for a moment, one hand resting on the rail.
\n\u201cDo you ever think about what he said?\u201d she asked.
\nI knew which words she meant.
\nI\u2019m not taking her home.
\n\u201cSometimes.\u201d
\n\u201cI used to hear them every time I looked at her.\u201d
\nShe bent and adjusted the edge of Lily\u2019s blanket.
\n\u201cNow I can go days without remembering.\u201d
\nI looked at the green wall.
\nThe books.
\nThe photograph of my son holding his cousin.
\nThe room was full of things nobody could mistake for an unwanted life.
\nAt the front door, Hannah hugged me.
\n\u201cThank you for bringing us home.\u201d
\nI held her for a moment.
\nThen I stepped back.
\n\u201cYou did the hardest part.\u201d
\nShe shook her head.
\n\u201cI was terrified.\u201d
\n\u201cI know.\u201d
\nShe glanced toward Lily\u2019s room.
\nThen she smiled.
\n\u201cI stayed.\u201d
\nOn the drive home, I thought about the story I had once expected to tell.
\nHow I carried a baby for my twin brother.
\nHow happy he was when I placed his daughter in his arms.
\nHow love made all the difficult parts worth it.
\nThat was not the story we got.
\nFor a long time, I had mourned it.
\nBut when I reached my house, my son was waiting on the couch with Dad.
\nHe sat up immediately.
\n\u201cIs Lily asleep?\u201d
\n\u201cYes.\u201d
\n\u201cDid she have a good birthday?\u201d
\n\u201cA very good birthday.\u201d
\nHe nodded, satisfied.
\nThen he leaned against me.
\n\u201cI think she knows we love her.\u201d
\nI kissed his hair.
\n\u201cYes,\u201d I said. \u201cI think she does.\u201d
\nMy brother had looked at his newborn daughter and said he couldn\u2019t take her home.
\nFor months, those words had sounded like the end of something.
\nThey weren\u2019t the end of Lily\u2019s story.
\nShe came home.
\nHer mother stayed.
\nAnd the little girl he could not imagine a life with grew up surrounded by people who could no longer imagine their lives without her.
\nTHE END.<\/p>\n
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